drink:deep

dead leaves on the dirty ground

i want to get out of here.

never in my life have i ever felt less impassioned or more empty. i am pretty consistently surrounded by people i love.. and i love that, but i hate it here. i want to move away.. move on.. just move. 

are we even moving anymore? i just don’t feel it.

i never wanted to get to a place where i was not growing as a person and not learning something. but i am here.. my whole self completely weighed down by so many things that do not matter. to say it’s disheartening would not even begin to describe it.